InterRail

Hey guys
Thursday it's the big day
So tomorrow I'm leaving for Lisbon
and on the following day I'll catch the airplane for Paris
I can't believe
I'll be travelling around Europe for 18 days with my friends!!
Best summer Ever here I go!

College applications

Hey guys
I'm so sorry I haven't been writing but
I have been spending most of my time with William
We have been trying to end our bucket list before I go on my Interrail
 (I leave on Thursday, I can't wait!)

Anyway, tomorrow I have to do my college application
and here in Portugal you have to put them in order according to your preference
so if you get in the first one the rest doesn't matter
Problem is I don't know what to put first!

Law or psychology?
No matter which I put first or second, because with my grades I get on the first one without a doubt
so I have to choose now between these two absolutely different areas
What should I do?

Hate my life

Feeling disappointed is probably one of the worst feeling in the world
and it can only get worse when it's cause by yourself
My exams results have come out
and they weren't as good as I expected
I'm still getting in to university
Without a doubt, but still I can't help feeling like a the most dumb person in the world
and it's all on me
asdfds I just feel so frustrated

“Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don’t.”

—	Meredith Grey

Summer.

So much time though I couldn't catch a break to come here

I have been trying to conciliate time between my friends, planning the InterRail, and being as much as I can with William

It wasn't been easy

We tried to go on vacations just the two os us but things didn't work out, unfortunately

Anyway I have 15 days to decide what to put on my university application

I have to choose what I want to study

and 18 day before the Interrail

I'm freaking out and I'm super excited

Summer

First week of vacations and I'm already bored to death

don't take me wrong

I don't want to go back to school or anything

I just need something to do

When William is in town 

I leave my house everyday we go for walks

 we go to his pool 

we do movie nights, 

we cook together,

we go to parties etc...

when my friends are in town we also go out we make plans etc

But William went to a handball tournament last Wednesday

and my friends coincidentally aren't in town this weekend either

So I'm alone :c

And even though I got a lot of things to do

I don't feel like doing any of them...

So I though about going to my beach house this morning (alone)

My parents said I could go

But since I also want to go on vacations with William 

I thought it would be best to wait and save the money 

“I opened my mouth, almost said something. Almost. The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had. But I didn’t.”

—	The Kite Runner

What a great day

Yesterday my parents left early in the morning
to take my brother to Lisbon
So I stayed home alone
I love being home alone
Especially in the summer when you can walk around the house half naked
turn on the music, eat whenever and whatever you want... It just great
Anyway around 3 pm William came over, then around 7 my parents arrived and took William home and left me at Carol's house
Since Carol was also home alone we decided to continue the party
we baked dinner we drank and around 00.00 we went out
We got home around 4 am
Don't judge us we needed a break
We finished high school and we needed to celebrate
It was fun and a great way to start our summer

Thoughts

Just go home
While I was lying awake in my bed
battling against what kept me awake
I started thinking about all the things I left unsaid
All the things I keep inside for on or another reason
All the things that (now) make me wonder
and that keep me awake

Summer !!

OMG guys!!!!!!!!! just got home from my last exam
I'm officially on vacation!!
I can't believe it
High school is done!
DONE!
screw it I'm going to get drunk and celebrate (haha kidding)
But no actually we are going to have a party at Carol's house
So hope you guys have a lovely day xx

Update

Hello guys

I know it has been almost a week..

but I haven't had the time to write

Or even to come to the computer actually

I have been crazy busy studying for the finals

I can't believe I only have one more week !!!

asdffdsa in on hand I can't wait!!

but on the other hand Oh god no I'm so not prepared 

I'm going to fail!!

I'm so tired I have been studying approximately 8 to 10 hours a day

I really need my summer

I'll try to write more often

Goodnight xx

Prom'15

Hello guys

Two days later, I know I'm sorry,

 but here are some pictures as I promised

Prom was better than what I expected

I got home around 6 am

William is the greatest boyfriend in the world 

I don't have much time to tell you guys all about it 

but there are some stories that will last for sure 

Any way as soon as I get more pictures I'll show you guys 

for now this is it 

Hope you like it 

Goodnight xx

It's over!

aqsdfghjhgfd!
I just got home form my last day of high school!
I can't believe it's over
It's done !
(I still have the exams but...!!!)
Yey I'm so happy

Now my friends are coming over to drink and study (not the best combination, I know)
and to help me get ready for prom
That it's tonight, so I won't be sleeping this night and I'll definatly be partying hard

Graduating

Tomorrow is my last day of high school!!
I can't believe it
Yey, I still have the exams but I'm so happy!!
I also have my prom tomorrow, and tonight I have to go pick up my dress
My friends are coming over in the afternoon for a study section and afterwards they are going to help me get ready for the prom since they aren't going
I'm not much excited about it but William is so I have to go
Anyway 15 days until summer!
I can't wait

Update

Hello guys
I'm sorry I haven't been writing but I have been crazy busy
I just got back from Lisbon
Yesterday Carol and I got the afternoon train to Lisbon, where we stayed at her house (with her brother who's studying there) because this morning we attended the amnistian's International conference
It was so interesting
Plus I have been going crazy with the exams, I only have like 15 days until my first exam
I have the Portuguese exam on th 17 this month and the History exam 2 days later (it's insane!)
Anyway William was at Lisbon too, last week (from Thursday to saturday) on a school project so we haven't been spend much time together either (unfortunately)
But on sunday he came over on the afternoon and stayed until 00.00
So we always find ways to make it work
Hope you guys are okay
See you soon